Sunday, August 26, 2007
Sheepal.Don't ever fucking come near me again.Don't touch me,don't talk to me,don't even let me see you please.Mfers,argh,I'm so pissed off.Fuck you fuck them fuck off.I really won't mind if they sent me away now.I won't mind anything to get out of this fucking place they call home.Can't wait for school just so I can leave this place.Why can't you fucking let me handle my fucking problems.Must you come sniffing like a fucking bitch into every fucking corner of my already screwed up life.Thanks a lot for giving my life,not like I even asked for it.It'll be better if I was somewhere in Korea as a gasoo.I really don't need the fucking life I'm living now.Trying so hard only to fail so miserably in front of everyone.As if thats not enough,I have to fucking deal with all your stupid moodswings which you seem to only vent on ME.Thanks huh,loving everything I'm getting from you;not.
What a fucking bad day.Somedays I wish someone would just take me away.Far away from this fucking place.I think I've had enough lies in my life from them.Can't wait for 2010,fucking moving out the day I can,get as far as I can.Maybe even stop communicating with them,wow,sounds like a really good idea.
Sigh,what a day to start my week in school,as if school wasn't bad enough.Now coming home is worst than going to school.Can't believe I'm saying this but I can't wait for school so I can leave this fucking place.I'm begging you,anywhere but here.
I really wanna tell you how much you mean to me before you leave.But kinda hard cause I act as thou you don't mean much.I'll miss you a lot,sigh.I'm sorry for being mean to you in Sec1,HAHAS,nd then ignoring you this year but I really loved those phonecalls.Sigh,it's not until they really leave that you realise how much they mean to you huh.I'm not even going to be able to bake for your birthday=[Ah,this is so crazy,I'll be really nice to you till you leave ohkay.JUST TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT ND I'LL BAKE IT FOR YOU!I promise!I loveeeeeee you a lot a lot a lot.Nd I'm really glad we talked in the amphi that day=]]I'll miss you friend.
I want to be freaking 10,living in korea,training in SM/YG now.Sigh,wouldn't that be good.
1 AEH!
Out of touch.Are we out of time?