Friday, August 3, 2007
and I miss the lips that made me fly
I've been diligently going for training.Good girl right?Heh=D
Wednesday blahblah,school was boring like anything luh,after school hanged around till trg.Sigh,trg was ohkay luh=]Hahas,bused back after trg with XM.HAHAS.She's damn loserish luh.ND she morning PMS at me,going home ALSO PMS at me>=[Grr.Oh,wednesday I brought my brownies=]]Rather nice,oooh,I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE peppermint.HAHAS=]
Today was rather fast,actually not really.HAHAS,we had stupid national day practice shit in the morning,hmm,then CE which was how lame prs.Nd then lit lect nd mini test,CL where everyone PMS-ed at me,HAHAS,nd then history nd english,sigh,boring day,but rather sad.Aiyah,nemind,after school went to PS to meet a loser,HAHAS,then we went to cathay to watch the simpsons,rather funny mans.Wahliao,today I'm damn nice to him luh,he want to watch simpsons ohkay,we watch,want to walk ard,ohkay,we walk,want to take MRT ohkay,we take MRT,want to go Hereen,ohkay we go hereen,want to shit in high class place,OHKAY,some more make me wait for like 83092184937215839201843 mins luh>=[Nd after doing all these,he still DON'T WANT TO WALK ME TO SOMERSET BUSSTOP WHICH IS JUST OPPOSITE WHERE HE WAS GOING,wah,annoying mans.HAHAS,kidding.Ohkay loser,have fun playing your stupid looks-IMITATION gold PSP=D
Bought subway back=DWhee,I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SUBWAY,hahas,I think I'll have cesear salad tmr=DI owe nat a strawberry cornetto nd she's buying me justea.HAHAS.Sigh,I'm so broke=[
To you1:I honestly have no idea what's going on.You don't tell me anything so you expect me to just know?I've tried too many times,I'm too tired to care already.I hate how we never get to talk through anything,I hate how I feel like I'm the only one who cares,I hate how it seems you're not bothered at all.I hate all this shit,nd I thought you were different from the rest.Now I know you do believe what they say,that you can't look beyond all this shit.Nd you want to call yourself mature nd street smart.Yeah,whatever,I'm not going to care already.This is the last time I'm gnna say sorry;once it's over,I'll be fine.
To you2:Stop saying you love me when you don't mean it.I don't give a fuck if you love me or not.I fucking hell don't care about anything alrd.
I'm feeling so angry nd sad.Like,I've never felt this angry in this year before.But it's not like I'm gnna show you I'm angry at you.I'm not like that.When tmr comes,I'm still gnna act like I'm ohkay with everything.But whether you know how I really feel I don't know,cause I'm not going to care alrd.
Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but I want it so
Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay
Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it
So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh
And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly
So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best
I really miss talking to you properly now=[A bad day with you is still 987654321times better than a day without you.143.
0 AEH!
Out of touch.Are we out of time?