And lets forget about tomorrow,
I'm punching myself our;
Holding in my breath
I always do what I'm not suppose to.
Omg,mother cheebais,I lost my fucking phone=[[I'm damn sad luh,the last thing I thought that will separate my phone and me is LOSING it=[[Will the asshole please please return it=[[
Sigh,today is so fucked up.I failed chem really badly,sigh.Nd what's worst was,I wasn't feeling sad?It's just this attitude which I just caught.Sigh,everyone says I'm gnna get retained now,nd they think I'm purposely doing it to be with Aleena Ash nd Thisbe.Aiyah,think all you want luh mothercheebais.
Nd there was boring shits luh,fucking Choo is damn fucking annoying,fuck the A out of annoying ohkay,srsly,I hate her like fuck,she should just follow Hee nd go back to teach their fucking neighbourhood schools nd stop expecting so much from us.
After school,stayed in class nd waited for Joongie,sigh,she took how bloody long luh,stupid Khong let them off so late,make me wait in my fucking annoying classroom,argh.
OH,in the morning,I did a very very bad thing.HAHAS,tmr I get called up during flagraising,JoyW they all will start laughing.HAHAS,I will to.I can't believe I'm that ghey.
After school went toapayoh,then went to Aleena's house,sat at her stairs nd stuff.Bused back to central.Took bus back nd along the way,I lost my cheebai phone=[[I'm damn sad luh.All my messages nd some contacts,sigh.But Jovel said maybe God's trying to tell me to move on,yeah,maybe.
Aiyah,this is really a bad time for me nd Joongie=[Her mothercheebai mother is such a chicken backside.Fucker luh.Sigh,both of us are phoneless.Srsly luh,our phones are like the most impt things in our life luh,annoying shits.
Tomorrow,Danny,Xiaomin,Pek leaving=[[Byebye ass,I'll miss you'll like crazy.Thur Huimei nd other lit people leaving.Friday,seoul garden=]I hope it really cheers me up,I really need it now.Fuck luh,I'm in a damn cheebai mood,don't know what fucked up thing I'm doing.I try so hard to stop smoking but it never works,smoking's just gnna make me a fucking opposite of what I want to be.
Babe,you just have to say it nd I'll do it cause you're the queen nd I'm the beggar.
I'll love you till the stars don't shine,
Till the heavens burst;
And the words don't rhyme.
Why won't I get a chance=[
So can you see you're seeing less of me darling,
And you're blind to the fact that;
My heart stopped beating,
And I'm as good as dead.
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