Can you feel the rain,
Can you feel the cold surround you?
You and I are the same;
Perfect in our own weird way.

My fucking father just fucking slapped my face for no fucking reason.What a motherfucker.Ohkay.Today has been a shitass day.
Firstly,I woke up nd saw my door open;I forgot to lock my fucking door.Then,my com wasn't lock nd it was SO obvious they went through my stuff AGAIN.THANK THANK THANK God I locked my msn.Next,I realised it was alrd 3pm nd I was suppose to meet Sam at 230.Then I realised my phone was on my table,which wasn't suppose to because I was charging it beside my brain last night so obviously they decided to check my phone too.Then YAY.The first great thing happened.Heh.No one was at home^__^So I was happy happy happy.Then I changed nd met Sam at my guard house.HAHAS.We wanted to skate to HollandV but then yaknow.My poor deck=[[So we took 75 to Holland nd met Kien.Ate at the laksa place then yeah.Walked ard.HAHAS.Ohkay.No.We didn't walk ard.We just sat there for like damn long nd I got a slurpeee^__^Then we went coldstorage right.To get my stuff.Nd when I'm at coldstorage getting my stuff I take like DAMN super duper long cause I like to slowly choose nd find my ingredients.So then SUDDENLY,my fucking parents called me to tell me they are OUTSIDE waiting for me.But I was like HUH.I didn't even fucking tell you I need a lift back or anything.Nd it's so stupid cause like at 11+ nd I'm at orchard nd it's dark nd I want to go home but no one wants to fetch me but today its like BRIGHT sunlight nd like so safe nd everything nd then come fetch me for no fucking reason.Nd then they insisted that they fetch Sam home too.But,Sam didn't want.I mean.Who wld want luh.So annoying.Then my fucking father kept insisting that Sam follow us nd I was like nononono nd then I said"Can you stop it.Sam's parents are fetching her home too."Then he got like damn pissed off nd he went into the fucking car nd then drove damn fast back.Nd then when we came back he start shouting damn loud at me.Wah.I can't stand how embarrassing my family is=[[Nd then came the slap but whatever mans.Nd I tell you.Today,I could tell he wanted to beat my until I die luh but some stupid work call came nd now I'm inside my room.Aish.
I've got no dinner tonight again but I'm not that hungry so whatever.
I'm going to bake a whole loft of onion nd cheese bread for Aleena^^nd then I'm making bread pudding with raisin for monday nd then yeah.Shitass,I hope someone can stay back in school to help me on Monday with my fucking math=[[It's so difficult mans.
Nd my piercings are not infected yet^__^Heh.But I just super annoyed if it became like my second piercing.Hahas.The whole stud went into my ear.Hahas.I think I'm going to start expending it again.Hahas.
Wah.I was so scared just now.Hahas.I couldn't find my video links text on my desktop.Wah.Lucky lucky.Found it>Fuck.My stupid light just blew.Aish.Nd my mfing parents are deducting my allowence AGAIN just cause I left the com screen on the night=[[Why when my sister never off her lights she still gets so much bloody money.Rawr.Life's so unfair mans but whatever mans.
I have to dye my fucking hair later again.All for that fucking llee.She should just eat shit nd go nd run her life away.Stupid fucker.It's going to become fucking brown AGAIN.Loser luh all the teachers.
Ohkay.I really want to pierce my lips NOW.Now now now now.Actually I think I wanna get my tattoo first.Or maybe I just want to get my haircut first.HAHAHAHAS.Or maybe I just want my Zen first.HAHAHAHAAS.Ohkay.I want so many things I'm so spoilt>=[[Hahas.Actually I'm still deciding on PSP or Zen=[[I NEEEEEED MONEY.Hahas.Ohkay.I want to do surveys.HAHAS.Lets work.Heh.
Wah.I'm so bored now I guess I'll just do my weights.HAHAS.Kien's gonna be grinning when she see's this^__^
I NEED MILK!!!I'm so thirsty=[[Ohkay.I'm so bored I'm going to do some useless surfing around as usual.Hahas.Ohkay.I'll edit this later again.Heh.

They always told me I was different in a way,
And that fateful day,
I found who I was;
So fill this hole with my prescriptions;
I just keep feeding my addictions.

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